Celynn♥ Khoo Seow Lyn.
four-teennn.♥
13 August 1995.♥
Smk Usj 12 is where i am studying.♥
Uncontrolled; I definitely respects people whom respects me,
just as easy as that. I don't easily get attracted by peoples
because I do have confidence on myself, sometimes it doesn't seems this way. Other
than these, I will be glad to meet new friend like you if you are fine with
that. (:
Uncomfortable ; I actually minds when people are stepping too
over my way and over reacting in my blog, It may be nice to you
but to me its very hurtful, the reason i public-ed my blog is for everyone to
enjoy not ripping my day in life's .
why did i let myself believe that miracles could happen? so pathetic and dumb. because of you i can't get to play with my friend often after recess, because of you i can't pass by your class anymore, because of you i cry (almost) every night. it is so hurtful and no one cares. sometimes i even think i annoy your friend too much, its effing irritating. i know whats the answer in my heart already as you said. my answer is to give up. i am already half way giving up, why must you bring it up again back ? it hurts . please, if you aren't trying to make any steps please don't even look forward and wants me to not give up on you. I am not trying to blame you. you never talk to me or anything to hurt me but you don't know how it feels because you are never in love. sorry decisions made . no changes. i waited so long, a hi from you is so darn hard to say. i have learned my lesson to not put my hopes too high . sighs . if committing suicide is not a sin i would totally die years ago . will not be bothering your friend unless your friend talks to me . never will i either pretend to smile anymore .
